Nature calls. :P

It's the first storm of the season!I'm so happy :')
I really want to go down and run around,in the wind.
This is JUST what I wanted.Somehow,nature calls to me,and it's very hard to resist,trust me.
I'm a hardcore romantic,and days like this I just want to give up everything and sit,and stare at the sky,feel the wind rushing through me,cleansing my soul.


Nature's force,is almost like a hypnotic stare,one that pulls you in,and then you can't get out.

I feel rejuvenated.Who need spa treatments and therapy when you have beautiful,pure clean air,and the crystalline rain?

I'm in love.If anything special happens to me on a day there's a storm,or rain,I'll always remember it.

I feel like running up to someone,and giving them a hug.I feel HAPPY. :3

Touch.

Started watching Touch.It's truly fascinating.

Bleh.

Hopefully Eleventh grade won't be like this.

'Cause all I want to be,is your guardian angel.

You.

Last night,I totally wasn't expecting you to text.And as usual,I woke up at 2.50,and then read your text.
The first thing I wanted to do at that time was this.

By then,you had already fallen asleep.I felt so bad,that I wasn't there for you,that I stayed up 'till 4.00.But I didn't fall asleep that easily,because I replied to your text.Whatever I wrote in there was true.And the minute you sent that text,I began to miss you too.

And guess what?You hijacked my dream again. :P


Don't forget.Together forever.

Oh God.It feels like I died and the grave puked me out.

Physics.My WORST nightmare.Except Bengali,and Math.
Or maybe Barney dancing to Baby by JB with the Teletubbies.Both are equally bad.
Class XI just might be a premonition for my impending doom in college.Although my mom does say,that if I get Engg. in JU,then it'll be smooth sailing for me.I certainly hope so.♪♪

Dimension Analysis is tricky.The lame part about it is that it requires those formulas that I learnt way back in 7th grade,so now my tuition teacher's saying "xXx+GGG=UU*tt" and I go all, "Wut?" ☆___☆

Ooh yeah.That guy's gonna have to work hard to whip me back into shape.According to my mom,I won't even have "any time to breathe". -__-

GREAT.Just what I wanted to hear.
Anyway,I have to be going now.Dinner.Just read something extremely amusing. :3

Sometimes,it's the meaningless things that matter the most.
I feel betrayed.So,so betrayed.What did I do to deserve this?

Avril,oh I'm so in love. :)

I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that’s not why I love you

And I, I like the way
You’re such a star
But that’s not why I love you
Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you

La la
La la la la
La la
La la la la
I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that’s not why I love you
And how you keep your cool
When I am complicated
But that’s not why I love you

Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
And I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you

Yeah - Oh.
Oh.

Even though we didn’t make it through
I am always here for you
You

Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you

La la
La la la la (oh oh)
La la
La la la la (That’s why I love you)

La la
La la la la (oh oh)
La la
La la la la (That’s why I love you)

<3

Ever felt this way?

This one's for you.

:)

What the heck.

With you around,I rarely feel lonely these days.
Thank you so much.Even in the train station,today,I got your text,and I felt happy,secure,like I didn't have to be lonely anymore.
Honestly,you're one of the most important people in my life now.
I'd like it to stay that way.I'm afraid I'll go insane if either of you leave me.
Oh,I'm so messed up.I'm just bothering you with my problems,selfishly.

Enchanted. :3

Love <3

KAC Is za Best.

Today.A day of mixed feelings,a day of absolute,pure,unadulterated fun.

Yesterday.A day to remember.
It was absolutely amazing,so good that I'll never forget it,ever.
Here's a brief description of all who attended the KAC 13th mini meet.

1)Like I said,I'm a narcissist.So my name is on top of the list.
Meet Roop-chan,the host (Read:Life) of the party! ;)

2)My wonderful,wonderful bestie,Oi-chan.
I cannot tell you how happy I was when you were the first one to arrive.Love you. <3 Meet Oi-chan,the quiet camerama-..wait.Woman. 3)Filter dadu,'amake amar moto thakte dao',and as the advertisement goes, "Why should boys have all the fun"? ;D Meet Filter dadu,our very own "Censor-board". 4)Hizibizi,the annoying wisecrack.Ahh,Hizi-san,you're awesome,but Y U get on my nerves all the time? >.<"
Meet Hizi-san,Mr.Paparazzi 2012.

5)Ah,Sunny.I have loads to write about you.Unfortunately,I don't
have that much time,so here goes.You're that one person,whom I
felt awkward around.And,you said very correctly.We both know way
too many things for our own good.And I'm so,so glad I finally got to
meet you. :)
Meet Sunny,Mr.B'Day boy,who'll turn 19 this year. :3

6)Mr shy troll.Mukh khulle toh besh bhaat beroy,amader moto.
So no fear.No need to feel shy around us.
And that moment when I went to take the DVD collection,and you
thought was trying to shake your hand. LOL xD
And,night stay hobe.After I grow up. :P
Meet Mr. Shy Troll,the very diplomatic person.

7)Saint Beji,amader "bheri own".You see what I told you about
growing up?You grow up,people won't make fun of you.But don't lose
that good behavior of yours.It's a very nice thing about you.
Meet Saint Beji,#1 Kid who's picked on. :P

8)Saya-tan!! *hugs* I'm glad you came.We had such a lot of fun!!
And P.S:Your lap is pretty comfortable,might I add? :P
Meet Saya-tan,Mrs.Crazy Cat lady! xP

9)Miss designer,yaar aap toh bade hot ho.
I'm sorry that you were getting bored at first,but then I think you
and my mom got along well.
Come over,anytime.Feel free. :D
Meet Miss Designer,the Pretty Woman.

10)And at last,the surprise visitor,KuroNeko.
You really surprised us all by paying a visit.I had no idea that you would be coming.
Thank you so much for coming! <3
Meet KuroNeko,Miss Surprise visitor. :D

We're all such damn cheeky people,I had NO idea. :P
Well,I'd love to do this again.IT WAS HILARIOUS.
We're so cool.
:D
Well..that's all folks! :3

-R.

Meet,meet,It's gonna be a meet~

I'm so excited! Can't wait for them to come.
So much work to do before they come,though. >.< I'm freakin' exhausted.

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KuroNeko nyan~

You're hot,KuroNeko.
I like your blog.Redefines your hotness. <3

Love,transcends everything.

I suddenly feel like saying this.


OI-CHAN AND YAMADA.I'LL LOVE YOU GUYS TILL THE WORLD ENDS.

Yes,I like cute things.Bite me. -__-

To pretty people.

I hate you guys.I guess that sums it up.

You guys talk about people preferring inner beauty?What would you know? Us less-than-average looking people have to work our asses off to get the amount of recognition you guys'll get at the snap of a finger.

You know what?It doesn't matter anymore.I used to have an inferiority complex before,but now,I'm not good-looking,I'm popular,and I'm rich.Sucks for you guys out there.
So cut it out with your false pretenses,and just accept the fact that you're pretty.You show off your beauty,then pretend that you're not at all conscious about it.Know what?Give it a break already.People like you can just show off,and not ooze awesomeness,as I do.

There are always exceptions,and this post is not meant for them :)

This one goes out to you,Oi-chan. Actually to a lot of other people as well.

Now look here.I've hurt you many a times,without realising it.You've smiled in front of me,when you were actually hurting real bad inside,and I may have realised it,but brushed it off.I cannot tell you how sorry I am because of that.I have this weird habit of realising the importance of things,stuff at utterly insignificant times,such as now,and well..I'm an idiot. -__-


This is the biggest apology I owe you.You've been the best friend ever.And it's true.I do give a bit of my heart to another person out there,but it's not my fault!You see,everybody thinks that because I smile all the time,I have no problems,and I have all the time in the world to sit,and sort out their problems,instead of my own.It gets utterly frustrating at times,when I see people going all "Eeh Roop,this is so not like you!!" So what if it isn't?
We all have those days when we want to be someone different,for a change.

And you know why I love both of you so much?It's because both of you have accepted my emo,immature,selfish and frustrated side.
Yes,I cry.And you know what?I'm a depressed teen,I like to be girly,sometimes.It's not THAT bad turning into a girl,I hate it when people breach my defences,and betray me the next moment,hurt me like it doesn't even matter,and pretend that nothing happened the very next day.

I'm a girl,yes.I'm tomboyish most of the time,that has a history.Every (almost every) cousin of mine is MALE,and they've looked down on me since...well..ages.


So,you know,I turned out like this.It really hurts to be strong,and sometimes I cry out of sheer desperation.
Honestly,if you and Sunny weren't there,I think I'd go crazy.
I've wanted to die,honestly.But then I think about how I'll be hurting you guys if I leave you,and I think about living.
I live for you and him.So I need you there.So,please,please I beg you.

That's enough ranting for now.I won't bother you anymore. :)

Am I turning into Pedobear? ;A;

SO.About my dream last night. Remember that kid I was talking about?The one who made me go all "Uwaaa!He's so cute?!" THIS,was how my dream went. Don't freak out,but.



Okay,so this kid,I spot him in the middle of a crowd,we grin at each other,and the next thing I know,is we end up being married.
And then I crack a joke about how he's interested in older women and all,and he blushes so cutely,and then everybody packed their bags and got ready to go on a trip in a huge silver Innova [I think this is because I've been seeing a lot of Silver Innova's lately. o___O],and the amount of luggage is MASSIVE.


Then,our parents disappear,and we [him,me and a bunch of other guys {funny how I was the only female in the group}] end up in this densely forested place with towering cliffs,rickety bridges,dinosaurs and loads of cutting edge technology. [I may have seen that because I was watching TRON:Legacy that day.]

And,out of nowhere,his friend does weird stuff to me(Read:Sexual Harassment)[How can a kid even sexually harass someone two years their senior?It doesn't even make sense! o__o],and I go crazy,and then that guy is almost reduced to tears,because I'm belted to a chair/bed because the doctors thought I went mad.] [The doctors are here because they've been conducting super-secret experiments in that forest,where almost nobody can find them.]

{I think the forest is inspired from AVATAR,and AVATAR came along because Charlie Sheen cracked a joke in Two and a Half Men about how he was pretending that some girl he was doing was "The big blue chick from AVATAR."}


And then that kid,(my husband)and me,we escaped,and as soon as I got out of that Lab I became normal again.And then I was so happy,I felt all gay and all,and I well,er...grabbed his face and...you can guess the rest. -__-"

And he got all flustered and ran away from me.When I woke up,I was literally like this.

Child harassment is SO not me.I don't even know why I had a dream like that. Roop-chan: Having weird dreams since..the beginning of time.

Okay,confirmed.That guy is most definitely cute.And rich. ;)
Dude's got a 42 inch LED TV at home.I remember this time when we didn't have a TV at home because of my bro's boards (ICSE),then the Cricket world cup was going on and my bro and my dad were taking turns to watch the neighbors' TV with the lights turned ooff in fear of getting caught.LOL was that funny or what?

And now,I'm not exactly sure if cuteguy stares,or his elder brother.Or maybe both.You never know. o.O
Maybe they're like,"Oh look!It's a girl with short cropped hair!"
"Are you sure that ain't Justin Bieber?"
"Nah,Bieber doesn't have black hair"
"S(He) could've dyed it. "
"Dude that person has....."
"...........Oh yeah.Right."
"Implants?"
"LOL NO"
"Wokay then"
"Dude you're sick!"
"LOL :P"

This is a purely hypothetical situation.If it were to be true,however,in a worst-case-scenario,I'd keep my curtains shut for the rest of my life.
That,and one of them plays the drums,and the other,the acoustic guitar.Wonder why people are so guitar-crazy nowadays.


Well,not that I have anything against them.I'm just a normal girl yo.



With nine years of training in Hindusthani Classical Vocal.

I can see your eyes popping out as you go all "Wut?" It's an ancient Indian art form. :) So,well...after all this stupid blabber,I guess I'll be going.Bye for now,then. :3

Ano Hana made me cry like a baby.Literally.

Ne,ne.Won't you run away with me?

How true. :)

Supernatural~

Ooh boy.These dudes are HOT.Plus they kill demons.Could it get any cooler than this?
I'm in love with them,the show,everything.

Random~

Well,lately this depression tries to overcome my defenses.I'm not sure whether I should keep it all bottled up or cry my lungs out.

The only good part,is that my apparently cute neighbor keeps staring at me.Like this one time,he peeked from behind his curtain and ducked behind it as soon as I turned my head,but it actually was of no use since I could practically spot the top of his head.
Maybe this will lead to something,somewhere.Only Time Will Tell.

The Artist.

Watched The Artist yesterday.It's a really good movie.
Uggie is so cute.He's my favourite "cine-dog" now. <3


For some reason,my mom feels I'm very similar to Peppy Miller.Idk why.O.o

I don't even know anymore.

Well,I officially loathe that woman now.Always picking on me,and stuff.I'm glad you're always there to cheer me up,no matter what. I love you for doing that. <3
It isn't "love" love,if that's what you're thinking.I haven't fallen for you yet.I'm still thinking about HIM.

Sometimes,I stare blankly at the ceiling,and think about what he might be doing at that time,and whether he still might have any lingering feelings for me or not.I try to stop thinking about it,but night time is like THE emo time.All the pent-up emotions overflow at night.
I've cried to myself many a time,thinking that I'm losing everything.Friendship,trust,my ability to love.
I don't know.I may be falling apart.That superficial smile won't last for long. :(

Birthday desu~

Misao Sakimori-Gatekeepers
Kyosuke Kasuga-Kimagure Orange road
Hikaru Hiyama-Kimagure Orange road.
Maehara Shinobu-Love Hina
Mubi-Naruto
Mira Kagami-Tokimeki Memorial
Maki Rowell-Vifam
Timon-Yadamon
Joe Asakura/Condor Joe-Gatchaman


I share my birthday with all these anime character!!Feels great. :3

Nyan~

I was talking to a cat the other day.No shit.
I was all like,"are you sleepy,neko-chan?" and the cat goes all "nyan".
So cute. >.<

I'm looking forward to 25th.It'll be fun. :)

"Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm all right,but it's never enough.."
One of those days.:(
Emoness comes to me naturally,I guess.

This is pretty much one of those late night days.
You know,the ones where you feel like blogging,but then nothing comes to your mind,and you end up writing random crap that nobody else wants to read.

I'm pretty much the only one reading my blog posts,and laughing at myself now.


When you have nothing else to do,running around in your underwear is not an option,trust me.
Well,thanks to my beloved Sunny,I've now started hitting on little kids.
And THAT KID is so cute. <3
He makes me go all
I just wish he weren't 2 years younger to me.Maybe 2 years later,when he's in 10th grade,I'll hit on him. :3
We-eell,I'm off to sleep now.Ja~ then :D
-R.

Hmm.A new day,a new beginning.
Went to watch Kahaani with my mom yesterday.It was unbelievably good for a Hindi movie,that too a Vidya Balan one.I really loved it.Awesome is the right word for it.
After that,cane the real "Philmi majaa",as you'd call it.After coming home,my mom forgets to take the keys,and,like a douchebag,I had forgotten to hand over the spare emergency key to the neighbor next door.My mom was so angry it was positively mortifying.
That too after that she said she'd cancel the meet that was supposed to happen at our house.I WAS TERRIFIED.I felt soo bad,I cried myself to sleep last night.
After that,today morning she calmed down.Thank God.
So far,so good. :)

It's over now. ^__^

It's over.Hell yeah!!
Overoveroveroveroveroverover!!!
BUT.I still feel like a zombie. x___x
Maths does that to you,trust me.


BUT I'M SO HAPPY!! :D :D :D
Freedom,finally! :P

To be or not to be.

Okay,the good news.
My mom agreed to let my friends from KAC come over.I'm so overwhelmed I started jumping up and down like a little kid.

Bad news.I'm gonna get screwed in math.I mean seriously,who puts a math and a bong exam just after your english one?
After the english,it's like who cares about exams?
Oh,boy.

I think I'm in love.

On that fateful day,
under the moonlight.
Our hearts beat in unison,
and boy,it felt so right.

Won't you ride the ferris wheel,
with the one you truly love?
won't you spread your wings,and fly,
and brush past all the stars,above?

And on that fateful day,
when we reach the top,
the stars at our fingertips,I'll tell you how I truly feel,
With the ethereal moon,as the backdrop.

'Cause he will be our witness,
and he'll shed some light,
and he'll shine just for us,
on that fateful night.

So won't you ride the ferris wheel,
won't you feel the love?
won't you fly away with me,
and brush past all the stars above?

This is all your fault,now I'm obsessed with these dang wheels.

This is what maths is doing to me. x[

The sound of music. :)

It's everything you wanted,it's everything you don't,
With one door swinging open,and one door swinging close,
Some prayers find an answer,and some prayers never know,
We're holding on,and letting go. <3
Beautiful song.
Just one of those moments when music acts as a stimulant,helping you to calm down.
:)

Love hurts.Real bad.

Just had a mood swing.
I feel so hopeless and sad now.Nice guys don't stay,do they?
I thought he was different.Few days back,I saw him in my dream.I don't even know anymore.My feelings might be coming back.
I'm scared.

Ha.LOL.

I'm in a very random mood today.I feel like I can dance.

That,and I feel like writing poems.And going to an amusement park.Amusement parks really remind me of him,because our favorite song used to be Carnival Of Rust.It is a sad song,but that part when the guy goes all "don't walk away.." then I feel like my heart's been ripped out of my chest.*Sigh* First loves really are hard to forget.

White day!!

Whoa whoa.
Today's white day!!
Happy white day minna~

Well,well,well.

This is me when I'm trying to study.LOL.I keep getting distracted.
That,and my exam's over.Not all that great,but what you'd call passable.
We have maths next.I totally know that I'm going to-
Wait,I shouldn't say things like that. :[
I'll try my best!

Now all that's on my mind are those dratted Ferris Wheels.Thanks to a certain person.
I should concentrate more on studies.

*scratches head* now,where was I?

Bengali.
Yes,Today's my exam.And I am without a care in the world.You know why?Because this will be my last Bong exam.Hallelujah!!
*does the happy dance*
Haha,I think I'll go mad. o.O
I can almost visualize that Bong teacher of mine with a ruler in her hand,saying "THOU SHALT NOT PASS!" [Pun intended. :P]
Well,may The Force be with me.
Ja~

-R.

Hey,you.

This post goes out to you,Sunny.

Honestly,I thought you were the most annnoying person I had ever met.Then we became friends.
And boy,were you a good friend or what?I'm always,always going to be there for you.So let's ride,the Ferris Wheel of life together,sometime,someday. :D
And you're you.You're great.And nobody can change that.
One of my best friends ever.
I love you,bro.Know that.

-R.

So,*rubs hands*.Let's get started,shall we?

Me.This.
This is my very first blog post,one that I'm writing a couple of hours before my Bengali exam.
Yes,I'm a bong.A bong with an attitude to die for.Yes,I'm a mirror lover.I <3 looking at my slightly ruffled,and emo locks. :D
Well,I don't know what I'm going to do for tomorrow's exam.I have half a mind to *facewall*,but I value my face a bit too much for that.
You get the picture,I guess.
Well,off to conquer the world!To infinity and beyond~

See ya.Wouldn't wanna be ya.
-R.